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Name: kelly Birthday: 3/30/1990 Gender: Female
Interests: im a 16 yer old name KELLY CHEONG . i live on planet EARTH in a country called MALAYSIA located in the state of SELANGOR, a big city called PETALING JAYA and i stay in DAMANSARA . for me to noe where n for u to find out haha . i am a ARIES BABY born on 30/3/90 . i study in SMKBUD-4 in form 4 . anyway my hobbies are SLEEPING because i never seem to have enough sleep, COOKING cause cooking is fun, EATING cause i LOVE FOOD especially SPICY FOOD and all types of FOOD, LISTENING TO MUSIC cause no music no life, WATCHING TV cause life is like a TV colourful, GOING OUT with FRENZ n FAMILEE, SHOPPING which gal doesnt like that, SPENDING TIME with my, GOING ONLINE to frenster . my interest are very varied so be patient haha XD . i am interested in SPORTS, EXTREME SPORTS, MUSIC, FOOD, COOKING, LIFE, PEOPLE, WORK, MONEY, LOVE, and TALKING . thats about it . well i LOVE my FAMILY FRIENDS thats all about me . officially single haha tiring to be with someone hu doesnt dream Expertise: CoOkiNg , SlEEpInG , TaLkInG Occupation: GuD DaUgHtEr , StUdEnT Industry: hMm FOod N EntErtAiNmeNt
Message: message me Website: visit my website MSN: lavender_BaByBlu3ang3l@hotmail.com
Member Since:
3/15/2007
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| its been awhile since i have updated my blog sories .. so many wonderfool things happened for the time i havent been updating my blog but all i can say its hard to write down cuz i have sort of forgotten but the memories still in my head ... promise will update my blog asap .. | | |
| denial .. currently in it .. been wondering lately when i gonna wake up .. depression suffering from it .. if only life could be much better wouldnt that be good .. ya my life is good enough .. so why da fcuk m i complaining .. well i wish somethings in my life were bettter .. im greedy thats us humans .. always wanting more .. its not my fault .. everything in my life seems perfect but wha i wish was perfet never seems perfect .. its painful when the whole world sees u as the strongest and most powerful person .. if i had a chance i would wish that the world knew why i always have a smile on my face or maybe why i enjoy walking in the rain .. all these are small ways of hiding my true self .. the fcuked up me .. wishing and waiting for someone to understand what i truly need n truly am .. suffering in silence its been awhile .. sometimes i watch myself wither away .. im like a black rose waiting n wilting slowly drying up and eventually i will lose my bloom .. yup roses lose everything when the time comes .. feel my time is coming its time to close down shut down .. n start a new life .. but am i just using this to runaway from everything .. its not the way .. not the way i handle things .. i face problems .. i try fix them i always succeed but can i do it this time .. or maybe just continue to do it every bloody fcuking time .. it hurts to be all alone inside .. not giving a rats ass to the various misconceptions and all the shit .. yup u guessed it im bloody messed up theres no denying anymore .. i wish i could finally be able to live a truly happy life .. and smile sincerely and not smile to hide my true self the real person who longs for care compassion and so much more .. im already there .. im already halfway to insanity .. i torture myself drown myself in the somehow bliss or maybe a fantasy world where everything is great and wonderful .. but is my world truly wonderful n beautiful .. honestly it isnt .. its more like a world where pain saness n misery is a way of satisfying myself or maybe to hopefully toughen myself up .. if i could stand up one day and say do u all actually wanna know the real me .. the kelly who cries herself to sleep some nights the kelly who wishes that death comes knocking at her doorstep or just the kelly who hopes someone tells her ur not ok i noe i can see it .. if only they knew what kelly really was .. than maybe someday i could find peace with myself .. n be truly happy .. | | |
| yesterday was friday hehe .. the day i went to register for NATIONAL SERVICE .. yerrp u must b thinking im EFFIN OUT OF MUH MIND but im not .. i noe NS will be totslly FUNNALICIOUS .. wakaka .. well my cousin brother dropped us at TH SELBORN n my mum n i proceeded to the 8 floor and within 15 minutes it was done .. hehe .. well ya i hope so .. anyway .. after registering for NS we left to go down to PETALING STREET where we had meat ball noodles .. hehe it was awesomeness .. da soup wasnt dat salty but no complains la hehe .. the meatballs were yummy .. hehe .. well it was fun .. the food was nice n tasty so i really had fun .. just so sad dat the MATA KUCING pple werent done so i couldnt have my MATA KUCING .. sob/ hehe well after that we got on RAPID n came home .. once i reached home i went to my room n SLEPT .. YuMMy MeAtBaLL SoUP n NOODlEZz
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CoNNIE KeLLy KiKi In SODa yesterday was a THURSDAY n ip got a call about 6 or 7 from a friend i met at SANCTUARY .. oo its COLLY calling .. pick up YAY hOORAY CHAMPAGNE bottle POpS .. its time to CLUB hehe .. well she said she was going to SODA in SRI HARTAMAS and asked me to join hehe .. u betcha i was so FRIGGIN hapee .. anyway yup .. she got someone to fetch me n his name was ERIC wakaka .. not hot but he was nice la .. hehe so abt 10 something he came n we drove to COLLY's place .. hehe n met wit some frenz at mamak .. met 2 guys one look liked shaggy haha his gf looked bitchy da other one was haiz ah-bengy hehe .. anyway after sitting for awhile we left and COLLY drove KIKI n I in KIKI"s BF"s honda civic .. wow COLLY is one hot driver .. omg she drives like INITIAL-D racers .. im serious .. anyway we reached SODA .. the place was nice n the atmosphere was awesome .. hehe well not many hot guys all i can say that it was a bloody coincidence that COLLY KIKI n I were wearing the same colours to club hehe .. well i met a cute guy kenneth was his name they called him WEI wakaka .. LAZY to write more so ... boredness .. just show u da pictures is gud enough la .. hehe .. well all i can say im a friggin alcoholic n i drink like crap haha .. i drink n drink but no shit happens .. WELL CLUBBING FUN .. KeLLY n CoLLy KeLLy n KIKi
Me n KeNNeTh .. HE Is HoT BuT NoT PhOtOgENIC
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| yesterday was wednesday .. ehehe .. a wonderfool day cause i finally stepped into a club after ages .. hehe .. as usual sam invited me .. and as usual he came to pick me .. clad in my stunning red dress i danced the night away and prayed for my sorrows n misery to be gone after drinking n smoking on fags ..well it didnt really work because he was the one thing that kept running around in my mine .. his smile his voice his everything .. well it made me just long for his strong n passionate embrace his chin on my shoulders .. the thought of everything just gives me a shudder not a cold n painful one but a wonderfoool one hehe .. miss his cheeky n carefree nature but most of all miss his eyes n his voice ..well as soon as i stepped foot into sanctuary there was one thing i could definately not miss which was a room half full of good-looking guys dressed to impress .. not what u get in ruums hehe ..well i followed sam and we came to a table with 4 obviously not very sightly looking men .. old enough to be my dad sitting and drinking and swaying they wrinkly heads to the tunes of the music .. embarassing siot .. by the way did i mention i was the only girl there hehe .. thank the good lord a good looking guy in straight cut black polo was sitting at the table in front .. our eyes met a smile was exchanged and innocent flirting occured .. due to the fact i was with mr fugly i couldnt do much hehe .. if not i would have swayed to the hot guy n danced with him n chatted him up .. well being the only girl on the table i didnt have much guts to dance so i decided to make the first move to ask the girls sitting at the table in front of me whether i could dance with them .. and to my suprise they smiled and said why the hell not .. i danced with them moved n grooved n drank n smoked was awesome totally was .. well after 3 hours or so we left .. n oh ya did mention i managed to camwhore n oh ya i have new clubber frenz .. the gurls on the next table told me to hang out with them more .. yay .. im happy .. her go pics . CRAzY nItE oUt Me n SaM . Me N CoNNIe N SoME HoT CiCk nEW FwEnz
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